What's Left Of Me

I am lost. I lost everything; lose my happiness, pride, days and my desire. Depression is not a reason but I still stuck with it; everyone will have their own journey. My journey towards you had ended everything seen like a dream the moment I wakeup its just puff gone. I wanted to stay as long as possible in my dream; I don’t want to wakeup I don want to face it. all I wanted is run away from the problem that I have to face it.

What is life, life is about take and go? Some people seek towards religion, some people make their way of life and some people have to accept how hard or simple their life is.
How to describe my life… I feel that my life is like rollercoaster up and down ….. Have I seek religion for the depression I been thru... I really can’t face it. How come and why? Have I try others way’’’’’’? I drunk myself I? Have I do some extreme activities? Nothing can triumph over it. I don really get it. It’s been months and I still being like a shit/ zombie. Sometimes I realize that I am a jackass that lost in a forest by doing nothing sitting at riverside by waiting the pain flow away.

What can I say? I miss her? I love her? I wanted her so much? I need her?
Give me something to believe at so that I can move on with my life…

Haizz /\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\ its all about up and down………